Friday, December 30, 2011

promises oh promises

tomorrow will be the last day of 2011. i know i made a lot of promises at the start of the year, but now that we're here, i really can't remember any of them!

oh promises and new year resolutions. pfft.

i want to read, to write, to kickbox, to run, to swim, to love, to appreciate and cherish more. i want to learn about myself and others, learn to be satisfied, learn to think for myself, learn to decide for myself and learn that being afraid is ok, as long as you try to conquer it. that's what i want to do for the rest of my life.

remembering the wonderful things that have already happened too. i want to keep everything alive!

oooh, and i'd love to have bangkok again :)


lovely!

Friday, December 23, 2011

Time To Take Back Control: 2012

As I write this on the eve of 20 December 2011 =), I contemplate on how much has changed in the pass year and probably the only regret was not to pen my thoughts down as much as I should (most probably due to the DPA & DID courses). Though I remember clearly big events like our wedding, graduations, family passing, and short getaway trips; I still wished that I penned down those moments. Well, better now than never I say.

The next one (1) year is going to be an interesting year indeed. This year I would be turning 28 and I am taking this as a significant year for self-development in total after neglecting myself and my self development in the previous years. This list has been 3 years in the making but I have to say that 2012 is the year I finally will be setting my focus in achieving these goals insyallah. My goals for 2012 are as follows and I intend to do a monthly tracker on these goals. Till then, below are my focuses for the coming year:


ARIFF ’s HEARTS DESIRES FOR 2012

Work

- To acquire knowledge/learn as much as I can in a day relating to my work at WP

- “Everything you’re experiencing now is training you to be a diplomat later

-To have a work journal that focuses on “Lessons Learned”; to be more observant

-To be more thorough in overall task given

Weight

- To lose 20kg by 20/12/2012 (105kg>85kg)

- To incorporate at least 20 minutes a day to exercise/3x a week

- To be very aware of my food intake every meal

Foreign Language

-Depending on the posting, I intend to be proficient in the language in the country I’m posted in

Relationships

-To focus on the moments we share: Family, Fea, Friends

- To remember people by their names first and not just their faces

-To be friendlier and firmer in decision / > desicive

Knowledge

- Read at least 12 books for 2012

-To have at least a weekly post for our blog for the year 2012